An old friend said i was annoying

A friend of mine said i was annoying and it really did hit me on the spot.i was so knocked out that i litterally nearly cried:P..but i didn`t.i have to be strong.I have to be one with myself and hold on to my words.I can stand by my own and i will prove it to everybody.but still,i still need friends:P..haha..but now i learned that i cn`t trust friends a 100% cuz they`ll do anything at the right time behind your back just oto cover up their own.i`ll do my best i hope.well yaa..