Dear loveble asshole

please stop bugging me,you are a pain in the ass.seriouslymeven ali says so.you talk a lot of crap during class and you never stop shouting,why don`t you shut the hell up and mind your own busineesss..muka penyek!fuck off laa you.not tht good at cooking or whatsoever you wanna tunjok pandai kan:3.

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
FUCKU
FUCKU
FUCKU
FUCKU
FUCKU
FUCKU



there,..i wrote you a fuck you.,.i hope a dozen of fuck you is enough.FUCK YOU a thousand of times la chow cibai madafaka..go to hell.BYE!

The day we achieve glory:)

Wow.yesterday was quite fun alright:D.haha.we went to sunway to berbuka puasa and all that.Ya..but before we went to sunway ryte.i was sleeping on ariz`s bed and i had a dream.i was dreaming that i was lying down and someone was hitting me.well,a tap at the back but it was quite hard.haha.and somehow i woke up cuz of that and when i did.haniff was there tapping me but not as hard but in my dream it was.haha.

but yaa,then haniff asked me whether i wanted to join them go to sunway.i was like hell yeah:D!thanks for inviting me:D!haha.yaa.so we went there and before bebuka.we went with haniff to jusco to go shop for his clothes:D.he needs to buy white something shirt for the practical class tomorrow.And me amira and ariz was goofing around in the fitting room and taking pictures.aha.it was really fun:3

and then we berbuka at kfc and all of us was playing with our food due to the long time before berbuka puasa.haha.and then amira told me to not play with my food.so i was like okay~..haha.and then after berbuka.me and hafis went for a smoke.i saw this girl smoking and i was disgusted.lol.okay.i`ll state it clear.not all girls who smoke disgust me but this girl,i don`t know why somehow when she smokes..she really disgusts me.haha.but who cares.then me n hafis went to jusco,and i called bibi.i was lucky to met bibi but when i just like talked to bibi for about like 5 minutes or so,ariz text me to go to the car now.and we were late and ariz was really angry when we got to the car..then me and hafis said we were sory.haha..we really were lost..the car was parked at cp2 and we went all the way to b2..isn`t it stupid?:P.haha.lol..
well that`s all folks:D

p/s:.selamat berpuasa:)!

27th of august

Owner of the blog:P

Amira,ariz,awang.haha

Looking for chicks:P

my chicken`s better:P

we call it colgate smile.haha

us at the fitting room

me and ariz

Haniff`s shirt:).haha

Confronted.NOT!

I finaly tell him what was wrong and why was i avoiding him.Well he himself should know since he was the one who did all those stuff.i don`t want the same things that happened to me back then happened again.Surely i never wanna lose my friends ever again.Last time was hard enough for me till i cried my ass off and had afiq talking to me about how wonderfulllife is:3.haha.
but yaa..

i seriously don`t want things to always end up the same way.i pass through this type of situation when i was 16.And during so,i lost a lots and tons of friends.all ended up disbelieving me and shit.i was like wtf and yaa..tears rolled down my cheeks at one point and at another point.idecided to move on since there`s no use mowning over somethings that has already happened and like wtf ryte?okay..this thing also happens in my family where they always accuse meof things i didn`t do.but its okay.family maa..forgive each other..okay..

honestly...when i move to kl..the first thing that i wanted was a fresh start.I hope nothing happened to me for example the situation where i lost tons of friends.but again.it did.And it was someone who i trust n love so much but sadly,its reality.we can`t do shit about it.its human nature and we can`t change it.seriously can`t change it.all that we can do it tend to live with it.And that`s what i`ve been doing but kan..it happened...that guy ah..go tell stories that i myself find hard to believe but my friend did but the truth did prevail and i got my friends back:)!.but this..i feellike shit..lol..someone who is really close to me doing something that horrible..comeon laa..i don`t palat people laa.only of i hate you:),but since you accused me out of no prove or evidence at all..congrats:)!your from my top 10 trust worthy person and now your in the :"i don`t trust you and your a i hate you possible friend list"..so ya..if you see me still avoiding you.its cuz i`m protecting myself.i get pushed around all my life but now i`ve learned.i won`t do the same ever again.i`ve learned throughout the years that my point of view matters the most..and not how people see things.And pretty much it has worked well:3...that is all...i got exam and i didn`t studied..gg lorh..:)!

The only thing i need is you

You know how to make me feel sad,you know how to make me go wee
given in time,given the chance,i`ll surely go mad cuz of you
the things you say and the things you do
but things aren`t real and that`s reality
i don`t know if its me or if its stupidity
loving someone means caring for them
i care about you a lot and i`ve been there for you
but have you been there for me?
i`m sometimes confused
whether i should go on
or stop.this is something that i just have to learn to let it go.

Reasons stated are clear

Today..i didn`t sleep at all..well..oneof the reasons was because there was this thing going on in my apartment..can`t tell.to dangerous.later if somehow someone reads it.i pulak kenak..damn.but yaa..but other than that.i accompany lee wen to make his grafitti.haha.he made two grafitti:D.xDD!
damn!haha..at the staircase somemore!his good:D.i respect him le for being able to do so:D.hee.but ya..moving back to the story just now.The thing was intense in a way.But i kinda pity the guy oso laa..but then again..i didn`t knew what happen.i just sat and watch.i wanted to stay in my room but abg long asked me to stay and listened thru the whole conversations.so i did.i was a little nervous.i didn`t want any fighting to happen in my apartment.like i don`t want la..not good ma fight inside the house.later rezeki don`t wanna come in.so ya..the guy`s friends waiting outside de..amazingly.i was holding a metal spatula and i was planning to use that incase somebody attacked us orsumthing but luckily nothing happened,things settleddown and we all lived happily ever after.NOT!:P..but things did settle down and my buddies ordered mcd.haha.funny right?:D.ngee..i didn`t have enough money to order mcd so i decided to go to sleep but i can`t.then i went outside for a cigg and the azan berkumandang,i somehow felt a strong urge to run as fast as i couldto the mosque.i change into my long pants.tookwudhuk and then believe it or not.i ran all the way to the mosque.got some walking moments laa but most of the way i ran..when ordy near to the mosque i started to walk cuz i needed to catch some air.haha.:D!but yaa..after praying..i felt so much better and i walked home.since i wad feeling hungry due to the mcd food they ordered.i stop by the mamak stall and ate roti telor and drank teh o limau suam.like anep said.its good for sore throat etc etc..and yes.is good.and it also taste good.i wonder why.i used to thought drinks like this won`t taste nice if it were to be hot but somehow.cuz of the fever.i learned to enjoy the drinkin its cold state^^!happy!and hey!:DD!there`s this one girl ah.she`s so prety.haha.she`s chineeese and she has a boyfriend.but i couldn`t care less la.its not like i have a crush on her or sumthing.i just like the way she looks.she`s prettyxDD!and she`s my friend.happy that she wants to be my friend:D!haha.and yaa...heee..well..tata!

p/s..working tonight from 5 to 12 amxD!for 35 bucks only..worth it ka?i think so!

Everybody deserves 2nd chances

Hello^^!today`s 7th of august i think:D.haha..i`m still kinda recovering from my fever..feeling much better than before:)!and yaa..today i woke up.i borrowed 5 bucks from soul..huhu..i hate borrowing.:(..but i have to if i wanna eat..me and lee wen went down to have lunch^^.yaa..and otw down..we saw 2 pretty girls:*...haha..*sorry for being too attracted to cute girls!were guys!*.haha.like lee wen said..its human nature.haha:D.so yaa..and then aa.me n him was like went out the lift and then we said which girl we want.both of us want the girl in the black dress cuz she was sexy and cute:D.that`s hotxDD!haha..he chased me around the swimming pool.haha:DD!cuz weplayed rock scissors to decide who gets the girl:)!ngeexDD.haha..ohya..just got a call from my mom..i hate it when my mom talks to me like i`m some sort of thrash..for god`s sake i`m her freaking son..but whocares..that`s why i`m always confused...whether i love and care for her or i just hate her...i seriously am confused sometimes..hmm..but enough bout her.yan knows how to roll ciggss now:DD!haha..yaa^^!nice ciggsxD for home made one..:DD!thanks YANY!

6 of august

Today was fun and tiring,went for group 1 pastry class..and amazingly,i get to do stuff and i amwilling to help.cuz they gave me a chance to do things!:D..in group 2 pastry work..i can`t do a shit..i told amira that n i told amirul:P!cuz amirul is from group 2:DD.hee..what i know is.some classes are better done in group 1 and some are in group 2:D
wish i can like mix.haha.but i can`t..sadly..ohya..there`s this girl,kasian gilaa i see her:/..the way she talks and writes..pity wey..i feel sorry for her.she`s not pretty,as matter a fact,she`s quite bitchy.not saying that she`s a bad person or anything.she`s a nice person,only that fact changes everything i guess..i`m like..reading her blog just now and i was like kasian weyy...i wish i can be there for her,i`m not trying to be a casanova ass o sumthing.its just like.wa lao..speechless ada jugak..aduhai..somehow.i know how you feel.i wish i can help u.but i can`t.hmm..feel bad a bit.

Haru Haru:(

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

As time passes by
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

Always be happy with him, I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

Missing everybody:(

i miss adam.buwbuw.baba.fafa.waniey.philly:((..:((..terribly..:((..like seriously shit terrible...i was like so down last night because of this people:(..i miss you guys weyy:(..i don`t know if you guy have the missing feeling o nt..but i seriously am missing you guys:(......i need you guys in my life:(..
i really do but i just don`t know why things aren`t the same as it used to.all of you have a different something going on with me.adam:(.my ex bestfriend i guess:(..so is waniey..:(((WAAA!

and my two daughers:(.i miss you two badly!:(i miss listening to your laughs..listening to you mourning "boh katik mekorg apai.aaa"...i miss that so bad..seriously missing it :(


and adam..i miss hisphonecalls....:(.our nonsense talk about nothing:(...seriously wey..i got issues when it comes to friends:(..i miss my friends:((!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(((((((((((

and fafa..i just miss being beside her when it comes to the mall..i just like walking next to her.somehow..i feel comfortable:(..and i miss ngatik her oso:((..waaaa..i seriously feel like just lying on my bed.inside my blanky:(....aaaaaaaaaaaaa

waniey:(..i miss her morning syg!haha..text me when u wake up fadh,tc. mesages:((..waaa.now..waniey is like so cold when she talks tome.i don`t feel the cheerie her anymore:(.i made a wrong move when i said mek x kan kco tak gyk:(..damn..i`m stupid..i keep losing those people i love so much:((..when will i be able to learn that things just aren`t meant to be and sometimes..right things must be said at a correct time:(...but i didn`t:(...aaa..waniey..i wish you can read this:(..i miss you terribly and i think....i`m just madly missing you:(.its not that i love you as in i wanna marry you but i just miss being your bestie:(..i miss being one of your buddies that`s always with you:(.i seriously do:(

aaaaaaaaa.damn..missing evrybody i guess:(..

philly..my sister:(.waaa...me and her not that tight nemore;(...i don`t know why:((.i miss her cursing me on the phone:(..she doesn`t awnser my phonecalls anymore:(..i wish i can help her with her problems like i used to.but maybe she`s happy with another friend helping her..
:((((

i don`t know if i`m the one who`s being stupid for them:(..they don`t give a shit about me:(..excluding fafa and my daugthers though:(..
but the others?am i the one being stupid to bemissing them while they`re not missing me?:((
am i?am i?:((..............crying de :(((((((((((((