I feel like shedding tears

crying won`t help me or won`t solve my problem:(.i never thought things would end up like this,the only thing good today is i know that i know the basics to accounting and i managed to sort of finish my effin geography test.and then somehow.god showed me a reason why he treats me that way.i`m a forgetful person but seriously if there`s like a debt i owe someone.i won`t forget.how can he tell such stories?:((.he was like a brother to me.i feel so dissapointed.people will tend to lose trust in me because of that.now i know why my parents keep telling me don`t trust your friends 100%.now i know why:((.people won`t learn until they pass thru that phase of life where a friend tell stories that aren`t true about yourself and only after awhile you`ll finnaly know the reason why your friends have been treating you differently.now that i`ve learned.i won`t make the same mistake anymore.but seriously.if they think of me as poor of something.i`ll show em how sarawakian spend:).


tc bro.ily