This song means a lot to someone.and that day that i called that someone was the day that mia send me a coment saying she misses me badly and she doesn know how much pain i felt of what she did to me and she still has the nerves to even say she misses me.*sigh*.i don`t know why in the hell would she do that.eventhough i`ve litterally forgotten about her.but i still think about her time to time.now that when she`s sent me that coment saying she misses me badly makes me think about her 24-7 again..i keep looking at her photos and keep asking myself.what should i do about it.i honestly say that i`m a little dumb in relationships.i really am.cuz i fall for people that doesn have any feeling for me and even when they accpect me.they don`t have any feelings for me.i seriously don`t know why i do that.but yaa.who cares ryte??:P..so back the hello beautiful thing,after i read the coment.i was kinda sad and i drove around my parent`s car in my neighbourhood to release the anger:p....and i went to ct`s house and picked her up.i jokedaround with her a lot.and i mean a lot..i t did made me happy abit.but i was kinda missing my adq so i decided to call her since she`s always having problem.i just want her to be happy all the time.eventhough i don`t have anymore feelings for her like i did last time.i still love her as an adq so yaa..i was correct and she was feeling down.i tried to cheer her up.at the beginning.it didn`t work.but at the end it did.and she asked if abg can sing for her jiwang2 songs.so i did.but then at the end.she requested for hello beautiful.i wanted to sing to her but that song has meanings and its special.a lot of song can relate to anybody at various stages of life.its just them or us who chooses to keep it to ourselves or expressing it thru online pages like ms and fs.but sometimes.keeping things to urself isn`t that bad.trust me.i`ve tried it.so yaa..i said i`ll call her tomorrow and sing it to her tomorrow.and then we said goodbye and goodnyte and she said i love you abg:DD.i was very happy that tyme cuz its been so long since i heard that.so yaa.i think i`m gonna try and call her tonight and sing the song to her tonight.i listened to the song all day today.and i`m gonna give it all and try to sing it to her.and by any means.i`m singing it to her as in how i used to love her feeling:P.hehe..yaa..doesn mean i don`t love her as much as i use to last time.i can`t sing to her ryte?but..the song`s meaning when sang to another person later on won`t be the same agian because the song was sang to her.she`s my philly to my pino.i`ll always love her.and i`ll always be beside her no matter what.i still have a little hope in my heart but this is me were talking about.i`m gonna push it aside and try to be the best brother a man can be.haha.well yaa.that`s is..tata
my loveble adq:)..i love you so much adq.
Monday, June 22, 2009
Hello beautiful
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