O H A N A:DD

some of my family members went to kl today and i went out with them:DD.they kinda cheered me up in way.hee...i felt happy again seeing them.the thrill and happyness they gave me by smilling:D.i feel appreciated.i don`t feel that anymore with my friends:(..but ya..seeing my them today.and ryan syahmi:DD..he was cute!he has that noh hair.hehe.he was talkative.he talked non stop and finished my sony ericson phone battery:PP.haha..but i didn`t mind.i didn`t even text my gf today and tonight as i`m writting this.she asked for a breakup cuz i don`t have time for her:P.i do have time.i just don`t bother to.haha.but its okay.eventhough i feel a little down.since i was beginning to grow feelings for her.:PP...but its okay.like william said.get a gurlfren here fadh.the one you can actually see.or touch.and bro..i feel you.haha..

and mia....hee..i think i`m getting over her little by litle.i just kept thinking of philly to get her of my mind..i called philly today,well just now but she was at the funfair with her friends:DD.hee..so yaa.i hope she had fun.she`s under a lot of stress lately.so its kinda good for her to go out at night with bright colourfull lights.Funfair was just right for her:)!i love you philly:).you know i do:DD

i`m currently listening to better in time.ughh.i sound so gay in a way.haha.but its okay.i`ve decided to live my life and spendmy money well.i don`t need anybody but myself.that`s what i learned staying at a place like this.i might need friends.but i won`t give a 100% trust anymore.and what people seem to say that looked like from the bottom of the heart isn`t from the bottom of the heart.they just wans us to see them as they`re nice or whatever.my God...humans..:P...but i`mone of em too.my childishness has lessened a lot thanks to them.i justjoke around those i somehow feel comfortable with.Amirul,neil,po.i somehow still feel comfortable with theese people.but if they were with those guys who were so called friends that was talking behind my back.wellthen.i`ll stick to all i need is my self:)!ciggs?i can buy:D.enjoyment?:Di can enjoy a day at the mall bymyself thank you:D.i just need my phone,music,cash:)...and guys.you guys can laugh about my adictionswith phones.i don`t mind.you`ll understand IF you were in my shoes.but you`re not.so ya.

ohya!i wanna try and get my car license so my dad would by me my own car.and by having my own car here,i can seriously stick to the all i need is myself point:)!

go fadh!you can do it:D!!ohya..studying.istill need them.haha.they`re nice people.they just talk behind my back..i don`t like that:).hee..well..tata for now:DD