I`m a piece of thrash and i wish i was born somewhere else.

I seriously feellike shit.even my good friend did it to me again.its oure bullhsit

kesan ku knk takorg eyh.nak abis2 ngn hal daktok.sak ati ku.suka na juak ngambik kwn empun koh.dak sikda betina laen.eee..aku tulis lam bahasa sarawak sak puas juak ati ku!eee..mun ada juak takorg tebaca tok.e.nang eee.sak sak sak ati ku.pi sikpa..ilek jak..pa mok marah2...kan hak aku nak?

i seriously feel like cutting myself but i can`t cuz there ain`t no fucking kniife for me to cut my hand.i feel like going away somewhere far.somewhere not even fareez knows.i really wanna do that.i really wann ride a car or a motorcycle far far away and well..just ride it as i listen to songs that suits my mood:(.and then i can feel better about it myself.my brother`s pissed at me

and yaa..that`s another issue.but as i`m writting this.his already okay with it.There`s not one person that i can trust acpect my brother.other people well ongket philly and fafa..i trust them so much.i trust them well with almost anything but then again.ijust feel so down cuz of my friend.your really a close friend of mine and eventhough i don`t show it to others about how i feel about her.you knew and yet you still did it.i don`t know why.....