I wish i had my true love`s story:DD.

hee.its so nice to watch enchanted..it took me into my own lala land..i really got my spirits back again.Love,its just so wonderfulxDD

but then again its still corupted by people who plays love for the sake of lust.Then again.there`s nothing we can do about it ryte?we all got our parts in lust.we can`t deny it.Awh..how i wish i had someone.but fat ugly people don`t.like myself.ugly.but its okay.seeing people being happy is enough i guess.ohya.her.she`s happy with someone else and it hurts to see it but still happy for her:DD.ouh dear god.how pathethic may i sound but when will you grant me someone who appreciates me because of who i am inside out.someone who knows how to treat me right.*sounds sissy but its a fact*..haha..among all the girl`s i`ve dated.most of em would leave me for another guy.slim cute guys:P.hee..eventhough knowing words and how to do stuff this and that.it don`t matter that much if you don`t have a look.when you don`t have a look.you ain`t got nothing.Nadaa.not a single thing.capish?yaa..but like i said,i`m changing for the better.I`ll continue my diet mission and be slim!if i`m slim,at least i won`t be that ugly.Than all those girls tht i once cared about so much won`t look down on me as much as they did when they dated me...i know i sound pathethic but this is the things that i deal with everyday.Looking down on myself.wishing i was a better person.This blog is the only buddy i have that listens to me and by not saying anything in a way makes me feel better about my self.the grass is greener on the other side:(..i wish i was on the other side.ouh god give me strength to carry foward what i`ve been destined to do!

currently listening to true loves kiss:DD.haha.yaa..i never had my kiss>.<..but its okay.Like an ex friend used to said.my lips are fr my husband and my lips i guess are for my wifexDD!that is if i ever find a girl that would wanna marry an ogour.:(..
>lol...yaa..but again..i really wished i was born as someone else>.<