Missing everybody:(

i miss adam.buwbuw.baba.fafa.waniey.philly:((..:((..terribly..:((..like seriously shit terrible...i was like so down last night because of this people:(..i miss you guys weyy:(..i don`t know if you guy have the missing feeling o nt..but i seriously am missing you guys:(......i need you guys in my life:(..
i really do but i just don`t know why things aren`t the same as it used to.all of you have a different something going on with me.adam:(.my ex bestfriend i guess:(..so is waniey..:(((WAAA!

and my two daughers:(.i miss you two badly!:(i miss listening to your laughs..listening to you mourning "boh katik mekorg apai.aaa"...i miss that so bad..seriously missing it :(


and adam..i miss hisphonecalls....:(.our nonsense talk about nothing:(...seriously wey..i got issues when it comes to friends:(..i miss my friends:((!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(((((((((((

and fafa..i just miss being beside her when it comes to the mall..i just like walking next to her.somehow..i feel comfortable:(..and i miss ngatik her oso:((..waaaa..i seriously feel like just lying on my bed.inside my blanky:(....aaaaaaaaaaaaa

waniey:(..i miss her morning syg!haha..text me when u wake up fadh,tc. mesages:((..waaa.now..waniey is like so cold when she talks tome.i don`t feel the cheerie her anymore:(.i made a wrong move when i said mek x kan kco tak gyk:(..damn..i`m stupid..i keep losing those people i love so much:((..when will i be able to learn that things just aren`t meant to be and sometimes..right things must be said at a correct time:(...but i didn`t:(...aaa..waniey..i wish you can read this:(..i miss you terribly and i think....i`m just madly missing you:(.its not that i love you as in i wanna marry you but i just miss being your bestie:(..i miss being one of your buddies that`s always with you:(.i seriously do:(

aaaaaaaaa.damn..missing evrybody i guess:(..

philly..my sister:(.waaa...me and her not that tight nemore;(...i don`t know why:((.i miss her cursing me on the phone:(..she doesn`t awnser my phonecalls anymore:(..i wish i can help her with her problems like i used to.but maybe she`s happy with another friend helping her..
:((((

i don`t know if i`m the one who`s being stupid for them:(..they don`t give a shit about me:(..excluding fafa and my daugthers though:(..
but the others?am i the one being stupid to bemissing them while they`re not missing me?:((
am i?am i?:((..............crying de :(((((((((((((